With all the pain inside my heart.
Why should a person be burdened with so much hurt?
What can I do to survive this ache?
I beg for some reprieve,
It never comes.
And I still cry for what I did not have.
When darkness falls, I am,
Again, alone inside the hell.
Trapped in a slow motion, instant replay,
Of constant yearning for unconditional love.
The very center of my universe is the fear
That surrounds me.
To be easy and free.